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Some Lost Time Explained

For those of you who have been patient and visited my website hoping to hear what is happening in my little world of enameling I have to confess I have started several lengthy blog posts that were never finished and therefore are languishing unattended somewhere.

This post will be brief and finished. The image I have included is from one of my foggy morning walks before teaching this past Sept. at John C Campbell Folk School in NC.

Since I stopped selling my work at retail crafts shows in 2015 and then put all my energy into the non-profit I started (the Center for Enamel Art), I gave myself very little time to actually  “be” with my work.  The Center has been in hiatus for over 4 years because of my burn out, but my teaching and administrative time at The Crucible has sucked a lot out of me as well. I just turned 79 and realized that time is running out to explore who I am as an enamelist.

I am starting to spend more time in my studio discovering my own work. I spent a lot of time reorganizing my space but then I stopped. I no longer rush to complete my vessels. I allow myself to be in the moment. No cell phone. No computer. No social media, which I’m not very good at anyway. I listen to my radio when I don’t want silence – NPR and baseball! Slowly I began seeing new things in my work.

‘Seeing’ is the key word here. Many of you know that I have had ongoing eye issues since my mid-30’s. This year I decided to have a second corneal transplant in one of my eyes.  The surgery was successful but my vision was not what I had hoped it would be. My doc stepped in and prescribed a very special prosthetic contact lens which I am now wearing in both eyes and, miraculously my vision is almost as good as it was when I was much younger.

 

A Year Without Shows

It’s been a while since my last post. I apologize to everyone wanting to know what I have been up to and whether I am still working now that I am no longer doing shows. Yes, I am still working.  I have come to value my time in my studio as a time of quite and nurturing. Here is an image of one of my more recent pieces.blog-image-cut-vessel

Baltimore ACC, the Smithsonian, the Pasadena Contemporary Crafts Market, all have come and gone and, for the first time in many years, I wasn’t there. This year without crafts shows is almost  like the year after I left my PhD program at Indiana University. My body has a certain rhythm that ties it to events, times of the year, schedules, places, colors, people. . . Without those anchors I sometimes feel lost.  Even though  I am not retired I seem to be experiencing some of the dis-associations that retirement brings with it. Continue reading